.Uh.well.I'm LOST.

Sorry life, I didn't mean to you that I already hate you. I just wondering, why I got life like this? Should I thankful with it? Oh God, I don't mean anything. I just lost of direction. I was broke with these problems, the never ending problems. I was searching for the best way, but I (still) can't face this way, 'way' that YOU called 'best way'. Is that the best? I think it worst. But I still hoping that there are 'golds' behind these. I know I should face and finish it. In every pray, I always ask YOU to end this problem quickly. I have to accept it because it all my way, my life and my destiny..